When I was Sixteen.

How beautiful it is to find your life complete at such a small age, and not having to think and worry about your future? SIXTEEN. A beautiful phase in every teenager’s life, where he/she goes from typical to the most beautiful moments that he/she has ever felt.

When I was sixteen, It was the time I fell in love, First time. I thought what means the most is just “love” and him. Little did I know that this happiness is short lived.First love is beautiful ! People write so much about first love, I used to read all that stuff, share all of it with him and whatever he used to say, made me blush and go all mushy. We used to talk about our past, present and future. Life seemed to be like a fairy-tale, like a dream come true. He was everything to me. My family came later and he came first. Then eventually, sweetest turned to sweet and then there came a time when we had to face the reality, sweet turned sour now. Due to some reasons, He had to leave the town and we parted.

Now when I look back to those memories, I just sit back and laugh. I have no grudges, wherever he is, he might be happy in his life and I am happy in mine. That relationship was a sweet part of both of our lives and we accept that and now we have successfully moved on.

Things have changed. I have changed, that was a part of my story that gave me beautiful memories and lessons. Now I know that my family will always be my  first priority, no matter a what. That was a phase that I had to go through.  To learn to love, and to forgive.. Now, We both are growing together, but apart .

The Brighter Side !

 

Hey you little fighter 

Your world will soon be brighter .

Why Me ?

There are days when you badly want to change a few things in your life, or maybe just escape from them. So far, That nobody would figure out where you are. Then at the same time you wanna know who are those people who will look for you and care enough, after you are gone.

Isn’t it amazing how our mind plays various games on us? Taking us from being so tough as a rock to bringing us down to our knees. Some things in life are inevitable. We may try to run off and act like nothing affects us but deep down, we all know that it does. The thing that causes us pain has been a reason for our happiness as well.

Is leaving a solution? Or changing yourself is? No. Cause the way you’re feeling is just because of the way you are. Then why not stay the same and face it? fight back ? Instead of being deteriorated  by the situation, why not make the best out of it and be a better person indeed?

Leaving is easy, its everything else that is so damn hard.

P.S - Instead of saying "Why Me?", Lift your head up and say "Try Me!"

Confessions Of An Avid Reader.

We’ve all had that moment, when we travel alone and we get tired of listening to music and looking around us, searching for something eye-catchy. You’re glued to your seat and you take out those earphones, check messages instead or scroll through your facebook newsfeed. However, you can watch movies too, but to me, If I carry a book, I carry  my own world with me. Everybody has different choices. But to me it all comes down to one thing, books.

 If you ask me I would always fancy a book because it carries me to my own world of imagination, where everything is created by me. The protagonist would be dressed in my own figments of imagination.

The charm of an avid reader is tantalizing. You see him reading a book with all his attentiveness and you get curious about who he is and what he is reading! Who doesn’t like a man with a sense of humour?  We’re attracted to people who inspire us to think or push ourselves in a certain direction.

If you ask somebody what kind of music they listen to, mostly people will say “Everything”. And then when you go into the details you will find they do not like metal, country, reggae or rap. But if you ask about a book, you would find if he is strictly a fitzgerald or austen person?, or he believes in experimenting every new day. Reading allows us to see what's under the surface of someone and realize that this hot guy might be more than what he seems. And then every book offers the promise of something new.

P.S - The pen is my haven and Reading is Sexy !